This will make sense to no one but me…
I am tired of “friends” telling me how wrong or damaged I am.
I am not. Or at least, no more so than anyone else.
If I choose to get angry after flying from Ottawa to BC to visit you and you drop me off with no warning on the streets of Vancouver, alone, at 9:30 at night on my first day there so you can go have sex with a girl you’ve been seeing for a month? Yeah – I’m going to get pissed.
If you say things like: “I don’t believe people are whole without a romantic partner” and I make a face of disagreement — no words are spoken, I just make a face and turn away — well if you then kick me out of your house at 12:30 a.m. because you don’t like the face I made or because I disagreed with you? Yeah — I’m gonna be pissed.
Maybe I’m cynical and sarcastic. Maybe I offer my opinion when it’s not asked for. I’m willing to cop to those things. It’s hard, but for certain friendships I try hard to do it. But when you tell me I “have a great sadness I need to work on.” because you are a channeller and the angels told you so (after kicking me out of your house — see above) I tend to get angry.
Do not tell me what is in my heart. Especially if you’re drinking every night and your life is in a shambles because you drink every night. But you’re a “light worker”!
Do not tell me that you got fed up with me “yelling” at you after you dump me on the streets of a strange city, multiple times, to go have sex.
I’m willing to admit to faults, don’t get me wrong. But if these are the ways people react when they’ve finally reached “the straw that broke the camels back”? Well that’s their problem for not raising their concerns earlier.
I do not deserve how I was treated in these incidents. I’ve apologized for other longer term, underlying hurts, but these? Not my fault.
(P.S. Two different people, same time frame).
November 10th, 2011 at 4:56 pm
Epic content is epic!
November 30th, 2011 at 1:29 pm
nice sharing, thank you.