Ugh. I have no energy. Ever. It’s beginning (actually, beginning is probably generous) to effect my relationship and my sex life. We’ve taken to sniping at each other about the issue, which is no good to anyone but for some reason seems the easiest thing to do when you’re upset. Lash out and hurt the other person, hit them in that one area that everyone’s sensitive about. It’s true that misery loves company, why else would we be so snotty to each other?
I bought some Ginseng/Royal Jelly pills today in the faint hope that they will somehow give me more energy. Of course I had the same hope about the multivitamins I started taking many moons ago to no noticable difference. What I really need is some sort of magic pill that will allow me to control my emotions so that they don’t get insanely out of control. Easily hurt, easily angered, little interest in sex. My poor girlfriend. In my own defense, I suspect that PMS doesn’t help.
Today is hopefully the last day of eye surgery. One more stupid 5 – 10 minute session and hopefully that will be it for the rest of my life. Cross your fingers for me, ok? Mél will be there, thankfully, it’s nice to have company for once. Someone to go home with and be there when I likely pass out and sleep for at least an hour.
Otherwise, I’m just waiting for Friday, thet day Paul Martin gets sworn in as PM, so that Ican find out what is going on with the new cabinet and how it will affect my workplace, if it does at all, although I suspect it will have some rather large implications.